Airplane Found
Make it home, Chez!
Today was a very tough day at sku....so many tears that could not stop flowing....we had a prayer today at the front stage and that was where i just broke down....i could not hold back the tears.i mean, we weren't best friends, but he was the coolest person out there....never getting angry and always keeping cool and willing to help u out....but i know that chez is happy where he is now, i know that he is rejoicing, because he is with the Father and he would not want us to be sad.....yet it's so hard not to be......and we can't get mad or angry at God, because he does have a purpse for everything and we are not worthy to question that......and we know that he loved God with all his heart and that he knew who God was and that he had been saved..only with time can we truly begin to heal.....we love you and miss you, buddy and one day, we'll meet again. peace!
ps.......i just want to tell all of my friends (the few that i have), that i love u from the bottom of my heart and i promise to never take u guys for granted and that i hope that i can be there for u like u've always been there for me my life would be nothing without u guys!
update~ well, i just saw the newas and they said that Chez had died on impact and that i am so thankful for, because i know that God didn't let him suffer. i know that some people think that "y did God let him die in the first place?".....i thougth that too, but God has a will and a way and we just need to have faith and believe that He will see us through this. The pain is nowhere near gone, but at least we have Jesus there to comfort us. I've made this whole event a big learning lesson for me. i'm trying to do right by my friends and make sure that they know how i feel about them....taking the opportunity to tell them that i love em.....i hope u all do the same.
Although the pain has not slipped away yet, it lifts my spirit to know that u r having the time of your life right now.....u beat us all to it! congrats!
sorry......i kinda borrowed these pix
Chez, u are my inspiration for the man that i want to become and u r the one that i respect the most......i know that we didn't get a chance to become close and i regret that so much, but if there was anything that u tought me, it was to cherish my friends and i will try to live up to those standeards as long as i shall live...your family must be sooooo proud of you and so am I.....thanx for the memories and for the love that you have shown to me and everyone else......now ur flyin higher than u ever thought!! i wish i could have taken your place.......noone as pure as you should've been taken, but i guess you got the better deal this time........just watch over all of us....i can't say this enough man........ I LOVE YOU!!!!
For those who want to join.....i made a blog for chez it's called in loving memory of chezray hayes
